Morning blog. Its been a few days. Not really sure why I haven’t sent anything. I kind of enjoy getting stuff on here… what’s the word, cathardic?
We had an awesome surprise birthday party for Mom on Saturday. There were guests we weren’t even expecting (Crissy and Darrin!) – I’d say that’s pretty flippin’ sweet. And I kind of figured something out about myself too – if I have stuff to do, like dishes, or cooking, or organizing, I don’t get all panicky. When I have kinda had issues, is weddings, that sorta thing. Where I have nothing to go back to when I’m feeling overwhelmed.
So for the first time since we finally figured out what’s been going on with me, I’m sick. A head cold. I’m fairly certain its my own fault, as I haven’t been at all on my schedule like I should be. One of the best things about living in Madison is that I have access to so much that I’m supposed to eat. Even better, I stick to it, because I’m cooking just for me, or I just have more of an iron will up there. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE coming to Mom and Dad’s. But its so easy to slip. I haven’t had anything juiced, or had brown rice, or had a smoothie since I got here. Its really bad. And water? Yeah… erg. So I kinda feel like I’m being punished by my health. I have no one to blame but myself. I’m sure I’m gaining weight back too. Erg erg erg. And my Wii Fit? Man, it’ll be screamin at me. I just don’t feel nearly as comfortable doing it here as I do at home. Probably a bad excuse, but seriously true.
Ugh… gotta go take my mean green shake.
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